I'm like a volcano now! I will erupt anytime! Dun come near me or provoke me for I will snap at you and grind your bones!
This is literally getting me on my nerves. I'm trying to be patient so don't ever try to push your luck any further! I want to tell you this, because I respect you. But you and you are just keep delaying it! And don't ever ever put words into other people's mouth!
I'm just so FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A friend show me this.
Adapted from http://loveinfac.rediffblogs.com/
Infatuation is instant desire,
one set of glands calling to another.
Love is friendship that has caught fire.
It takes root and grows,
one day at a time.
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity.
You are excited and eager,but not genuinely happy.
There are nagging doubts,unanswered questions,
little bits pieces about your beloved
that you would just as soon examine too closely.
It might spoil the dream.
Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection.
It is real.It gives you strength and grows beyond you,to bolster your beloved.
You are warmed by his presence,even when he is away.
Miles do not separate you. You want him near.But near or far,
you know he is yours and you can wait.
Infatuation says,"We must get married right away.
I can't risk losing him."
Love says, "Be patient.He is yours. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement.Whenever you are in one another's company you are hoping it will end in intimacy.
Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When he's away, you wonder if he's cheating.
Sometimes you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure, and unthreatened.He feels your trust and it makes him even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you'll regret later,but love never will.
Love lifts you up.It makes you look up.It makes you think up.It makes you a better person than you were before.
Somehow I'm beginning to enjoy taking a bus to work lately. It allows me to reflect on what I've done and allows me to day dream. I'm feeling melancholic today with no particular reason. Perhaps it's becos I've been thinking too much, too detailed.
A friend of mine share her story with me. She's only 29 this years, she dated a guy 9years ago, married him after getting together for 3 years and 6 years later they are heading for a separation. The guy didn't want to sign on the separation paper saying he still needs time to think through it. He was caught having an affair twice. And the 3rd party can still think that there's nothing wrong in pursuing her love and harrass my friend using sms and telephone call. My friend's husband is not the type who will go clubbing and drinking. He's the stingy type of man who doesn't splurge unnecessarily. But he has a bad habit of going online and know girls.
Somehow, I start to feel that I can relate to whatever is happening to my friend. I feel unsecured knowing that Facebook, Friendster (and all other social media) are on the rage. You never know if your partner is having a girlfriend/ boyfriend online and may have taken 1 step further.
I will be too subjective if I were to say Facebook is a home-wrecker but at least this is how I feel. I once indulge in Facebook, Friendster checking out my friends and throw water bomb, poke them and etc. But I find it too meaningless and serves no purpose in widening my circle of friends in this way. I rather keep to my real friends than having virtual friends whom you do not know who exactly they are.
I spent more than $1k in just 2 hours on Saturday. Got myself a pretty Creative Zen Stone Plus in Pink and a sleek MSI Wind U100 in White! But because MSI is really selling like hotcake, it went totally out of stock by the 2nd day of Comex so I've got to wait for the new shipment to come in by end of September.
Saw this and I'm in love with this too...
They have recently revised their price AGAIN!
Sick of everything! I need to escape into never-ever-land!
I want to be an ostrich and hide my head in the sand and never to know whatever is happening in this damn world!
I want to say FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! I don't care how you people look at me anymore! For I am no dainty innocent bitch! I am a mere mortal! Do not assume I know everything! I don't live in everyone of you, I do not have any supernatural power that tells me all the FUCK you are thinking!
Well, I am sort of a supporter of locally produced films. We went to catch Money No Enough 2 last weekend before Dar went for his business trip and I would say Jack Neo is seriously good in addressing current problem that all Singaporeans are facing. Example, ERP everywhere and how all Singaporean will be more than happy to throw the money-sucking gantry into the sea. The show is funny and most of the time, though we are laughing at the characters in the show, we are in fact laughing at ourselves as most of us are stuck in similar situation.
This show tells us there are things around us more valuable than cash and that's relationships. Everytime the song about how much our mother go through for us, it didn't fail to bring tears in my eyes. Dar's shoulder was literally soaked with my tears.
Great show! After watching, tell your Mom, Dad and people you care so much but never really tell them that you love them!
My dar is out-station again. It's barely a month since he came back from his business trip and now he's away again. Anyway, I've got lotsa things to keep me occupied during his absence. But just that he is not around, makes may heart grow fonder.....
Ok, it's time to get all patriotic since this is the Singapore National Day month.
How many of you still remembers the Singapore's pledge we always recite when we are in Primary/ Secondary school. And how many of you really understand what it means or are you plainly just reciting for the sake of reciting? And exactly how many of you know how to recite the Singapore's Pledge in Chinese? (I admit, I didn't know the Singapore's Pledge in chinese.. Hahaha)
So while trying not to make a fool of myself in case people ask about our pledge (Who on earth will ask this question anyway), I decided to google the Singapore's Pledge. And for those of you who are feeling patriotic yet like me, forgot the Singapore's Pledge, here you go:
Singapore's Pledge (English version)
We, the citizens of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one united people
Regardless of race, language or religion
To build a democratic society
Based on justice and equality
So as to achieve happiness, prosperity & progress for our nation
信约
我们是新加坡公民， 誓愿部分种族，言语，宗教，
团结一致， 建设公正平等的民主社会， 并为实现国家之幸福，
繁荣与进步， 共同努力。
This is the design coming out in September 2008. She's pretty too but I still like my Bow Wow Trad more!
"Cousin Olivia" came from Switzerland to visit her cousin who is living in the big city.
She has a pure heart and her pureness is reflected in her fashion, too.
She loves to wear bright colors that match beautiful sky in Switzerland.
Her puff sleeves with pearl buttons and black lace-up vest have a cute ethnic taste.
Her skirt has a lovely Swiss flower print for a fresh and cute look.
The lacy white socks are sweet and delicate touches.
She has a fair skin and long straight hair that reaches to her knees.
Her makeup is yellowish beige eye shadow with vivid pink blush and lips.
She has a turquoise blue eye chips like the sky in Switzerland.
Face Type: Superior
Skin Type: Very fair
Makeup: Eye shadow- yellow beige, Lips- coral pink, Blush- pink
Lip shape: Stock
Eye Color: Pink (right/stock), Blue (center/stock), Turquoise blue (left/special) and Green (center/stock)
Eyelashes: Stock
Hair Color: Yellowish blonde
The set includes: Doll, blouse, skirt, headdress, vest, underwear, boots, socks and stand
The final design for Bow Wow Trad is out! Shipment is supposed to come in by end of Aug 2008 but I heard that it is going be be delayed.
She's such a beauty! I'm regretting now! Why didn't I pre-order it?!?! It's out of stock! Arghhhh
I'm feeling depressed. Things are just not going the direction I would like it to be. I find myself getting angry over nothing, get into arguments with people who are so dear to me. Am I that difficult to get along?
As the title says. I'm simply ready to kill anyone who gets in my way. And you! I'm super pissed off with everything that you do now! Don't give me the innocent look and act as if you are not aware of everything and shrink your responsibilities!
Took these photos when Jim Jim and I went to Labrador Park. Beautiful.
Just 1 more day and my Jim Jim is flying back. woohoo...
Went DFS earlier with Calisa and Kristie, mad sale going on! I was so tempted to get this new Burberry bag but it cost $2,300! Nah, I'm still going for my LV.
Calisa got a coin pouch from Coach as a b'dae present for someone and Kristie was literally shopping like a tai-tai. She got herself a Coach full leather bag (but that was a good buy, orginally $800++ and after all the discount, she paid only $300++), a Coach wristlet for only $70++ and a Salvatore Ferragamo wallet for $300++ too.
Can't you see I'm trying very hard to resist the temptation..
I'm going DFS with Mommy again on Monday, maybe I'll get something?
It's time for some yummy food. Mel, Jerlyn and I decided to go to Indulgz Bistro and indulge in their yummy food. There isn't too much of a crowd when we arrive at around 7.30 on a mid-week evening.
There we were sitted comfortably on the plushy 4-seater Booth Seats cushioned in maroon seating looking at the menu and we found out that we are all so hungry we could almost eat a cow each. So we decided to order 2 soups, 2 starters, 3 main course and 1 dessert! Sorry folks, but we didn't take any pictures cos we were too hungry that start attacking the food the minute it is being served.
Let's start with the soup.
Wild Crabmeat & Fresh Thyme Soup - The soup taste rich and creamy and you get lots of crabmeat in it. Yummilicious!
Wholesome Seafood & Wolfberries Broth - No doubt, this is a broth. It's clear and looks every bit like our chinese double-boiled soup except that this has got a very strong seafood taste. Not really to my liking, I'll stick to my traditional chinese double-boiled soup.
Spicy Chicken Bolognaise Melted Cheese Fries - This dish is perfect. With the melted cheese covering almost every single piece of fries, this is something not to be missed. If you are not a spicy person, there's Chicken Bolognaise Melted Cheese Fries for you too.
Battered Egg-Tofu with Tabasco Lemon Mayo - The egg-tofu may taste a bit bland and plain but pair it with the unique Tabasco Lemon Mayo, all you get is the oomph factor. I think I like the sauce so much that I almost eat it on its own.
Fresh Seafood Platter with White Pepper Sauce for 1 - This seafood platter comes with raisins butter rice, 1 whole slipper lobster, 1 large tiger prawn, 2 mussels and 2 gratinated scallops & mozzarella cheese. The raisins butter rice is a tad too bland, the mussels and scallops are fresh but the tiger prawn has a very strong smell, too strong for me to take it. Didn't try the slipper lobster though.
Char-grilled Ribeye Steak - I requested it medium well and it was perfect done to what I expected. With their homemade Duxcelle (mixture of mushrooms) Red Wine sauce, this is a dish not to be missed!
Slipper lobster & Wild Creabmeat Pasta (Cream) - Indulgz only serves linguine but they do their pasta perfect. The wild crabmeat sauce taste similar to the Wild Crabmeat with fresh thyme soup, but I like it.
Belgium Waffles with Vanilla Ice-cream & Peaches - 3 pieces of warm Belgium Waffles served with smooth vanilla ice-cream, cubed peaches & a drizzle of chocolate fudge. The waffles have a sugarey feel and taste perfect when pair with the smooth vanilla ice-cream.
By the time we finish everything, we can almost feel our tummy bursting out. The food is good, but the ambience is better. Great place for dinner with a few close friends or even a romantic night with your love ones.
Still seems a long way to go though it's only another 3 more days.
I'm losing count. This trip seems too long.
Counting down as hard as I can: 4 days
Can I make this gorgeous blythie my second? Launching in August, the new Blythe doll "Bow Wow Trad" has beautiful, long black hair.
She wears a red tartan mini skirt with a light beige jacket, she's ready to go out on a nice fall day!
Her dog also wears a matching skirt.
Her black short boots and beret are a must for fall fashion!
Her face type is Superior and her skin color is Fair.
I went to check out the price for pre-ordering. Buying this means I won't be able to go shopping for at least 2 weeks.
Note: *The illustration may differ from the final design.
Jim Jim received my SURPRISE and he LIKES it!! Woohoo... Actually it is a heart-warming card send from the bottom of my heart. The card flew miles and miles and finally reach him after 5 days. I'm glad that I managed to spring him this surprise.
I've been dreaming about the Blythe Doll. A gorgeous big-eyed doll that everyone tells me she looks eerie and will start to walk around my room at night and most probably talk to me. But I finally lay my hands on her. She's my FIRST! Blythe Dolls' price only appreciate, never depreciate. A doll can cost up to few thousand dollars. Good investment but that is only if you are willing to sell your Blythe Doll away for some moolah.
Can Can Cat is a charming cancan dancer.
Face Type: Superior
Natural
Make-up Eye shadow: dark brown
Lips: pink Blush: pink
Eye Color: Stock
Hair Color: Deep blue
Set includes: Doll, bloomers, headdress, knee socks, boots, and stand
I seriously do not understand the meaning of coming to work on alternate saturday. You see, you spend 45mins to an hour journey just to reach the office and having to just surf the net, read the newspapers, eat your brunch and it's already 1pm. Anyway, I went to FF today and spend a good 1.5 hours giving my body the much needed work out. Feel so sluggish the whole week and that 1.5 hours prove to a good workout as my body is aching terribly.
Jim Jim is coming home soon.
Counting down the days - 6 days
Saw this on a friend's blog.
What Tarot card are you?
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Cloudy
My mood isn't realli like the overcast sky outside. I'm feeling chirpy and anything except gloomy. Saw an email that says wat kind of birthday pest I am.
I am a SLUG. So what does this means?
July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you.. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.
God bless the person then!
See, better watch ur words when u are talking to me for I may devour you.
Received a few nuisance call earlier in the evening. Whoever you are, stop making nuisance call. Get a life!
5th day without Jim Jim, I've more or less got used to it. Everyday life for me is work work and more work. I'm drowning under my pile of work everyday. Endless meetings, un-finished work. As I'm typing this, I'm still in the office...
I've got Jim Jim a SURPRISE today. Let's see how he'll react.
Counting down the days - 10
Start of a new working week. I've got the "You got a problem" look on my face but who cares. It's only Day 04! Time is passing way to slow. Jim Jim, come back soon...
It's been 3 days since Jim Jim left for China. Boring boring weekend. Jim Jim called this morning while I am still enjoying my beauty sleep. Briefly chat with him cos he need to go for breakfast and will be going to Dream Island (somewhat like our Sim Lim Sq and Funan Centre). I'm going to bring Jand Jand for her grooming session later on, maybe she's going to transform into a piglet later?
UPDATES:
Jand Jand did not transform into a piglet. The groomer says her hair is too short and shouldn't shave down. Anyway she looks way too adorable earlier at the grooming centre. People commented: "look at that chihuahua, so cute!" NO! She's not a chihuahua, she is a MINIATURE PINSCHER! Look at my lips and repeat after me MINI PINSCHER! Stop saying she's a chihuahua, she looks way cuter then chihuahua alright.
Jim Jim called again just now and told me he have got a surprise for me. I wonder what it is???
Boring Saturday.. It's my shift for the week again and well, I seriously think it is a waste of time to come in on Saturday. Anyway I'm going for my manicure session later. I miss my Jim Jim...
Sunny Day
Jim Jim flew off early this morning. Didn't get to send him off cos his flight is 7.45am, and I've got to work today. Anyway, this is his 4th time to Wuxi, China but I still feel sad and lonely, especially since there'll be 2 weekends without him.
He finally arrived in China at 4 plus and poor him have to go straight to the office.
Anyway, he says he'll be calling me later... No plans for the night, going home straight...
This have to be my latest on my wishlist.
Allow me to present you: Samsung Omnia i900.
I wanna be a road warrior!
I'm bored. Bored to death. I've got things to do but I dunno where to start. It's Friday, I'm in one of my Friday mood where my mind tells me to stop working cos it wun get me anywhere working on the pile of endless job...
I'm sick of coming to work at times. Because I know that everytime I come to work, it means "war time". Initially it means going to "war" with the new eCom Technical Manager aka SD and I find it challenging to be fighting a cock-eyed bull. But recently, it's not just him but the whole technical team. They started to play "politics" with us. They make it seems like they can't wait to see us die and rot in this department. To me, we won't die because of some politics but find it more challenging to fight it on. But this morning something happen that makes me feel very dishearten. The only kind soul in technical team is changing... Maybe I've never know him well at all. Maybe, too many maybe... It all started with a packet of tapioca chip. Childish it seems to be but that's them.
An email was send to us:
Subject: Why did you finish the tapioca whithout leaving some for us?
Content: Hi, Just to tell you that in future, please leave some for us. All of us here at IT Support have not tasted it at all. I brought it back for all to share but I didn't expect all of you to finish it up without leaving some for us.
Skype message:
Me: sorry abt the tapioca thingy...
Z:Yesterday, before XXX go to Suntec, he want to eat the tapioca but he later change his mind and said that he will eat it when he comes back. I know you all are hungry, that was why I pass to YYY when she ask if there is anything to eat, but what I don't anticipate is that you all finished it without even having any thought for us. It hurts me more than XXX when he came back to eat but found out that it was already finish. When I bought it in Malaysia, I always have XXX in mind when I picked up the Tapioca from the shelf..because I know he like this tapioca very much.
Me: i'm realli sorry cos i didn't know any of this thing
Z: Anyway, it is already done. It is ok. Just let the matter rest. I write you all the email just to let you know so that it will never happen again. In this world, it is not only you and me but there are others as well, so we should adopt sharing culture especially in this office. We want to work in a happy environment and as much as possible, we would like to share everything. Anyway, let bygone be bygone. No big deal. I will try to get something similar for XXX later on.
Me: i will ask YYY to buy similar chips when she goes back to malaysia this weekend.. and we realli did not know that some of you haven had tat chips
Z: No... it is ok. Don't need. I will get it for him later during lunch time.
Yes, it's just a packet of Tapioca chips but what saddens me is that we are trying to work in a happy environment but is anyone in the technical team doing the same thing as they preach.
I'm seriously considering getting this dream bag:
My dear, if you are looking at this... Heehee
For those pure and holy, this piece of article is not for you as there will be alot, YES! I mean ALOT of vulgarity!
I opened an account with fucking ShitiBank in April, all thanks to my company who has very strong working relationship with them. They were here for 2 days and I attended the so-called talk abt managing your money on the first day. And you got it right, I open a fucking account (Save and Tap saving account) with them there and then. So in 2 weeks time I received my new cheque book as well as the ATM cum EZlink card. The nightmare started! Kwany, who open a similar account did not receive anything at all and all we did was waited for the next one month, still no letters from them. That's when Kwany decided to give them a call and guess what?! NO SUCH RECORD! ok, I helped Kwany to call the CSO of ShitiBank and she say "Oh, your account was overlooked and we just got it processed" Ka-nee-nah! Wat the fuck! Ok, I ended up screwing the CSO upside down and Kwany closed the account. I thought that was the only time I'm gonna screw ShitiBank up. BUT NO!!!
The reason why I open a fucked up account with ShitiBank is because I am able to use their ATM card on any of the other 5 banks ATM machines. (ABN AMRO, HSBC, Standard Chartered, MayBank and of course ShitiBank) and since there is a Standard Chartered bank in my office building so I thought I will make sense to go there and withdraw my moolah. Nooooooooo!!!!! That's not the fucking case! I couldn't draw my moolah! All I get is "Sorry, we are unable to process your transaction". What the FUCK! I try on both Standard Chartered machines and both shows the same message! I called ShitiBank CSO, and they told me "Miss, not all the machine can use, it must be ATM 5" I told them "YES! It is ATM 5! IT's BIG on the machines". So they ask me to go to their fucking ATM and try, ok, I walk all the way to Capital Square from Fook Hai Building, put in the fucking ATM card and NO! I'm denied from withdrawing my moohlah!Then I tried on another machine, and there you go, I managed to get some moohlah out! Fine! ShitiBank card are just not compatible to other ATM 5 machines. The CSO say it could be my card problem and offer to send me another card. Fine! If you think it's the card problem. And there you see, I received another card in less than 5 days. Try again and.... FUCK LAH! I still cannot use the card! I'm super duper darn pissed off with ShitiBank now! Just when I decided I'm going to close the account, my $60 is being put on hold! FUCK!!!!! Call the stupid CSO again, and now they tell me it is becos of the SMRT $30 deduction everytime I use the EZlink function! Get this clear! I have not even bring the fucking card to the MRT station to have it activated and what rights do you have to capture $60!!!!!!
That's the last straw! Once they release my $60, I'm going to close this Fucking SHITIBANK account! YES! SHITIBANK is definitely going to lose me as a customer and not only me, I'm going to tell allllllllllll my friends about their service!!!!!
CITIBANK = SHITIBANK!
I should feel so lucky lucky lucky lucky... Yeah...
Went for World of Accor, the largest hotel exhibition in Asia Pacific yesterday. Not quite the same as the kind of tradeshows that I have attended so far in my years in this trade. But well, it will be too boring to go into the details and anyway the point is, I WON MYSELF A 2 NIGHTS STAY AT SOFITEL SEMINYAK BALI FOR FREE!
Hmm, going to Cambodia in a month's time and now I'm planning for my trip to Bali!
Is there really such a thing as Monday Blues or just a psychological thinking that we all have when comes Monday. If so, I have to say, I'm only in the mood to work only 2 times a day. Come Monday, I will have Monday Blues, Tuesday and Wednesday are the only 2 days I have mood to work. Thursday, I will have Friday mood and Friday I will have my Weekend mood. Haha, actually come to think of it, all these are just psychological problem. Or could it be I no longer feel like working in this company, that's why I come up with so much excuses. To top it up, I'm so ever crazy for LJ Spree nowadays. I just bought 2 bags and now i'm lemming for a pair of smart shorts and a working skirt. Gosh! What got into me? Stress?? Nah... I'm just in 1 of my silly shopping mood. See what will happen when I see my moolah flying off from my bank account.
I wish A**** will call me soon. I'm so looking forward to a change of job but I know, I will miss my team members here...
Oh no, I've been buying too many things lately. Got myself a pair of nice smart shorts, a black shirt on Saturday and today, I've got myself another gorgeous skirt! woohoo! What have gotten into me? Shopping mood, shopping queen...
Alright, I'm a happy girl again. The spree is on afterall. Damn the stupid fellow who send annoying emails threatening the lovely organizer that she's going to make police report. I AM A SHOPPING QUEEN!!
Damnit! The stupid spree that I joined suddenly got cancelled!
I was lemmin for the 2 bags to come and this have to happen!
I dun care, i'm just going to get hold of that blouse I'm eyeing on though i've got the dress version.
It's been a month since my Ah-ma left us. The thought of her never fail to bring tears to my eyes. I remember last month this time, the fateful call from my uncle. We all rush down to the hospital the very minute we receive the call but nevertheless, we did not get to see ah ma for the last time. My sis dreamt about ah-ma yesterday morning. She told me about it and I cried. Ah-ma, when will you come into my dream? I miss you so much...
Chopping off your locks are just as addictive as getting yourself more tattoos...
I've chopped my locks shorter than before and again, I've transformed into a black hair dolly.. keke...My friends now calls me the Dolly Nana
Haven take any pictures but it's almost like this:
Had our company dinner and dance last Friday. Held at Carlton Hotel this year, food wise so-so, program wise so-so too... Haha.. I think last year's program is better. Prizes are better too.. This year, everything seems so-so only.. Haha, perhaps I have higher expectation.
Before we went for the dinner, went for 2 games of bowling first.. Haha, I'm a lousy player, terrible..
BEWARE! Loads of pictures coming up...
When will it be our turn?
What did Hua hua saw? I'm busy with the some spa voucher...
I'm wishing upon a BIG PRIZE! 
Wahaha, we are walking the Snake & Ladder carpet...
Mich with some China b**** (Oops)
Flashing our million dollar smile
(Advertisers, dun you want us as your toothpaste model?)
World peace with Sunny
See the shy shy Kenny
Yeah! The 3 Muskeeters
Our Uncle Fauzi
Finally the group photo
我問為什麼那女孩傳簡訊給我
而你為什麼 不解釋低著頭沉默
我該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我
還是明白你已不想挽回什麼
想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折
假裝了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸
狼狽比失去難受
我懷念的 是無話不說
我懷念的 是一起作夢
我懷念的 是爭吵以後還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
誰 記得 誰 忘了
想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折
假裝了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸
狼狽比失去難受
我懷念的 是無話不說
我懷念的 是一起作夢
我懷念的 是爭吵以後還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
誰 忘了
我懷念的 是無言感動
我懷念的 是絕對熾熱
我懷念的 是你很激動求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後 也記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧 最美的煙火 最長的相擁
誰愛得太自由 誰過頭太遠了
誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走 誰忘了看著我
誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔
我懷念的
我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
我放手 我讓座 假灑脫
誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說
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I always hear the chorus part of this song, but never realli listen the complete song. Last night, I finally had the chance and did I realise this is such a sad song...
Alright, I have to say I've been so tempted to get a tattoo since I was like 18 or 19... It's been 8 long years and I haven got down to doing it. I simply do not have the courage to go under the needles though I'm not afraid of injections. But I know, it's simply not the same.
Recently, I was even more tempted to have a tattoo done. I know, I'm way past the rebellious age of having tattoos on my body but at least if I do it now, I know I'm not doing it for the sake of rebelling.
I even told my dad about and he's pretty cool about it and even say "Let's go and do it together" wahaha... where to find such cool dad right? keke
I'm seriously looking for a design now. A butterfly? An angel? A pair of wing? Do it on the ankle? On my wrist? or my lower back?
This is something I have to think about it carefully since it's going to be with me for life.
Haiz, dunno what is wrong with the image uploader of blogger, simply can't upload the photos we took in Bangkok. Seriously consider "migrating" to Multiply.
Had a week mc cos of my wisdom tooth.. Arghhh, it's painful. My 2nd molar is causing me problem too. I think my toothache is caused by the molar tooth, not my wisdom. But getting it remove is might as well.
Went to watch Enchanted with Dar on Saturday. It was a splendid movie. Amy Adams as Princess Giselle is gorgeous. She seriously look like a princess came alive. Patrick Dempsey is so handsome as real-life Prince Charming.. A pity, I can't load any of the photos here. I will do it once I have the chance.
I have to admit, I'm simply too lazy to write lately. Sorrieeee~~
Too many things happen over the past few months. Shan't elaborate. Just hope all will be well again and some bugger will juz disappear into thin air if not I know i know what i'll do...
Well, we have successfully rent out our unit for a whooping $2k per month *envy me* haha. but well, though there's extra income, but it's meant for our future renovation...
Congratulation to ME! I'm finally done with my final paper on 12 Nov 2007! That makes me a free woman! The result will be out on 12 Dec *cross fingers* please let me go through it smoothly so that i'll be in Perth next year for my convocation.
Did I say I'll be going to Perth on 5th Dec? Haha, seems like I'm so in love with Perth that I need to visit the beautiful city every year. My last trip was Jul 06, this year Dec 07 and coming up next is Feb 08! Woohoo! I'll be spending my 2008 CNY over there as well.
Oops! Seems like I've forgotten to post up the photos of our Bangkok Trip.. I have to say, Dream Hotel Bangkok, is darn luxury. We stayed in their one and only Dream Suite. Gosh! dream comes true.. I'll post up the photos soon. Check it out!
I'm counting... counting... counting to the long-awaited holiday since our trip to Adelaide in April.
Though we are just going away for 4 days, but that's enough to get us thrilled just by thinking of the superb Thai massage, yummilicious food and never enough shopping...
Not to forget, I'm gonna stay in Dream Hotel.. Can't wait to leave in another 2 days...
Check out www.dreambkk.com and be swept away into dream dream land...
Goodness me! I have been shopping non-stop lately. I got a pair of nice army green skirt from G2000 Blu yesterday and a shocking pink Puma top.. Gosh! It seems like i'm on a retail therapy but i'm so broke from it.
I'm waiting for my new white Chloe Paddington bag to arrive. Going to collect my 15 pairs of eyelashes from Fei and what else? I'm lemming for a Lacoste tote bag in Pink and I want to get a pair of pointed canvas shoes..
I saw one tat i like but it's not exactly pointed. But it's from Everlast. Should I get it??
And I'm going to Bangkok this weekend when I'm so broke.. OMG!
Happy Birthday Singapore!
I was supposed to get wasted on Wednesday but somehow the drinks on the eve of a public holiday somehow just get to diluted.
If it wasn't for someone meeting a bitch and some frenz, I wouldn't know how out-dated I am with the clubbing scene.
But literally, my fren gave me a new nick name: Club Hopper.. haha.. Why the new nick? I was hopping from Clinic (drinks are lousy and they are revamping their outlet), Zouk (What a queue! This is crazy), St James Power House (1st and my last time into Dragonfly. OMG, can someone tell those uncles and aunties to stay at home instead) and in the end, I landed in Cafe Del Mar (Cool! plus the company is great!!)
Somehow, i didn't get wasted though i was drinking alot.. haha...
So please, serve me better liquor, shooters and long island doesn't work for me anymore
See my title: 減肥大作戰!!!
Yes! I'm seriously going on a diet... No.. I'm not going to stop eating. That's a very very very unhealthy way of slimming down. I'm going for less carbo, more exercise...
After browsing through the photos when I'm in Perth (July 2006) and Adelaide (April 2007), I see a difference... I put on alot... Must be the infrequent timing for my meals.
Did I ever mention my breakfast is at 10am, lunch at 3pm and dinner at 9pm since I join CBT? Gosh! What am I doing to my body... Nooooo... Going to eat healthily and on regular timing from August onwards...
Ganbatte！！
One of my teachers had each one of us bring a clear plastic bag and a sack of potatoes to class. For every person we'd refuse to forgive in our life, we were told to choose a potato, write on it the name and date, and put it in the plastic bag. Some of our bags, as you can imagine, were quite heavy.We were then told to carry this bag with us everywhere for one week, putting it beside our bed at night, on the car seat when driving, next to our desk at work.The hassle of lugging this around with us made it clear what a weight we were carrying spiritually, and how we had to pay attention to it all the time to not forget, and keep leaving it in embarrassing places.Naturally, the condition of the potatoes deteriorated to a nasty slime. This was a great metaphor for the price we pay for keeping our pain and heavy negativity!Too often we think of forgiveness as a gift to the other person, and while that's true, it clearly is also a gift for ourselves!
It's Monday. Supposed to be a blue monday cos it's my BIRTHDAY and my Ecualyptus Tree is not in Singapore. The morning started like any other morning same goes for the afternoon... But guess what? I've got a pleasant surprise from my sweet colleagues just before I knock off. Calisa (my mentor/ mummy) was in cahoot with Keong, Yinfeng etc to have this mini celebration for me. They gotten me a yummilicious chocolate cake from Han's and a pretty pink Hello Kitty keyboard!! *Woohoo*
My blue Monday became a Pink Monday for once...
I had my advance birthday celebration today. Haha, to think that I was still quite upset with him initially for not celebrating my b'dae as he is supposed to fly off to Wuxi on Sunday. We went for Transformers and my god! it was a superb show. Thumbs up! Toes up!! Best show... I was totally whelmed by the Autobots and Decepticons. And the cute yellow bumble bee... I love how Optimus Prime look.. Totally cool and grand! We had our dinner at Creations. Good food at a reasonable price. Dar gave me a surprise pressie... Another diamond ring.... Hmm, he is definitely setting himself a standard by giving me at least a diamond every year... And I'm loving it...
Sometimes I realli hate all these renovation thing. It makes us argue and argue... He is keeping too many things to himself and always want things his way. I hate it. I also hate some nosey parker who simply likes to stick their nose into everything we do. So what if you are paying it?
Everytime I see ppl doing up their dream house, they seems so happy but I am not happy at all! In fact I resented talking to him about anything that has got to do with renovation.
Anyway, it's a good break for 2 weeks and I am not going to miss him and will enjoy myself thoroughly! Finally I am free again
I dun think i can communicate with you. Everytime we talk, we ended up in a quarrel!
I hate it! Money Money Money is all you can think of! I think you are too stubborn to listen! Too egoistic! One day you will find yourself in trouble becos of your egoism! What's going on in your mind? I think you are too inflexible. Didn't it occur to you that I can't be bothered to retaliate these days? Not becos I listen or give in to you, it's becos I'm tired of whatever is happening. Sometimes I regret my decision. Maybe this is the time I make a realli wrong move.
I'm sick. Not sick as in fever, headache, running nose...
But sick of everything. I wish I didn't did what I've done.
I think it's all a mistake.
Oh gosh! Didn't realise it's been such a long long long time since I last update my blog. So many new happenings. I have gotten married for almost half a year (tho it's just ROM) heehee...
Anyway, we start a blog together too, but life have been too bz that we didn't realli update it very frequently (Oops)
I think i need to change my blog skin too. The cute pic is missing. Need to find a new one soon...
I have also gotten myself a new look, chop off my long locks and in turn I am a black hair dolly now. Life has been different ever since I started working in CBT. Busy busy busy is all I can say. This e-Marketing position is realli not easy. Initially, I really have this idea of giving it up, but I think my level of tolerance has increased tremendously that even I myself am surprised that I can endure this long. Anyway, I will keep updating this space on my work.
Recently dear and I have gotten our own house and has been busy hunting for IDs and meeting up with them. Will update more on that too... Can't wait for our own house to be ready...
It's been a long long time since i last wrote here. Maybe the novelty had worn off. Maybe i dun realli have anything to whine about. Maybe i just can't be bothered to write anymore. Hahaha... But well, it's been a few busy months for me.
Since I came back from Perth, it seems like time has stopped there. My soul is living in Perth though my body is here. Semester 2 had started and almost finishing with tonnes and tonnes of project to be completed.
And yes, I am busy with my ROM preparation. Ms Saver Seah and Mrs Spender Seah have been busy hunting for the right location for their ROM. We have been to Amara Hotel, Carlton Hotel and Merchant Court for hotel inspection. We were enchanted by the beauty of the poolside of Merchant Court and was 80% firmed that we wanted our solemnisation there. But, we weren't too happy with the package they gave us and they are not willing to even budge abit.. So there goes them.. We dropped them in the end and found a even nicer place. The V Tea Room... We love the place sooo much that we almost place a deposit with them immediately. And well, The V Tea Room is the winner ultimately.. Though it is going to cost us much more than having it at Merchant Court, we believe the money will be well-spent.
We also had our ring customised at Fairy Inc. Troublesome Mrs Spender Seah made Mr Saver Seah went there 3 times before confirming the design of our wedding band. A pair of customised wedding band cost us S$2000. Not too bad, it's going to be for life. We are going for our fitting in early November too.
Mrs Spender Seah had her ROM dress custom made at Zann & Denn too... Kenny, the designer designed a princessy dress for me. My first fitting will be on the 4th Nov. Hopefully it'll turn out gorgeous.
I'm still hunting for my Make-up artiste though more or less I know who I'm going to engaged.
I will post picture of our wedding band and my ROM dress when they are ready... Kekeke
