:: Bloody Bitch ::

I have a bloody bitchy colleague in the office!

So what if you are preggie! No big fuck! Does that mean that everyone in the world has to give in to you fucking bitch!

Bitch, go back to your own country. Who do you think you are to bully other foreign talent. You are nothing in my eye!

You should have a taste of your own medicine!

:: I broke my own record ::

I BROKE MY OWN RECORD!!!

My limit for lunch time was 3pm and today I had my lunch at 5PM!!! Should I consider that a lunch, dinner or luner?? LOL..

And my limit for knocking off is at 9.30pm but here I am typing this in the office at 11PM!!!

My goodness! What the hell am I doing to myself?

I had better get my butt off and work hard so that I can go home soon!!!

:: Pissed ::

I'm very very pissed off now! A brief conversation via sms with one of my friend actually makes me pissed! Having to be out of job is not easy ok! Maybe you should try this feeling first before coming to tell me you are sick of your job! You should be contented that you still have a job despite the current economy instead of complaining about how sucky your job is, how you are losing your health, how your boss use the F-word so ever often. Fuck is nothing but just a vocabulary! You could be the problem! So stop complaining if you have a job!

:: Frustration ::

I'm like a volcano now! I will erupt anytime! Dun come near me or provoke me for I will snap at you and grind your bones!

This is literally getting me on my nerves. I'm trying to be patient so don't ever try to push your luck any further! I want to tell you this, because I respect you. But you and you are just keep delaying it! And don't ever ever put words into other people's mouth!

I'm just so FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: Speech-less ::

Sick of everything! I need to escape into never-ever-land!
I want to be an ostrich and hide my head in the sand and never to know whatever is happening in this damn world!

I want to say FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! I don't care how you people look at me anymore! For I am no dainty innocent bitch! I am a mere mortal! Do not assume I know everything! I don't live in everyone of you, I do not have any supernatural power that tells me all the FUCK you are thinking!

:: I'm ready to kill ::

As the title says. I'm simply ready to kill anyone who gets in my way. And you! I'm super pissed off with everything that you do now! Don't give me the innocent look and act as if you are not aware of everything and shrink your responsibilities!

:; Ewesday (Tuesday) is the new Monday ::

I declare, Ewesday (Tuesday) is the new Monday.

:: CitiBank = ShitiBank ::

For those pure and holy, this piece of article is not for you as there will be alot, YES! I mean ALOT of vulgarity!

I opened an account with fucking ShitiBank in April, all thanks to my company who has very strong working relationship with them. They were here for 2 days and I attended the so-called talk abt managing your money on the first day. And you got it right, I open a fucking account (Save and Tap saving account) with them there and then. So in 2 weeks time I received my new cheque book as well as the ATM cum EZlink card. The nightmare started! Kwany, who open a similar account did not receive anything at all and all we did was waited for the next one month, still no letters from them. That's when Kwany decided to give them a call and guess what?! NO SUCH RECORD! ok, I helped Kwany to call the CSO of ShitiBank and she say "Oh, your account was overlooked and we just got it processed" Ka-nee-nah! Wat the fuck! Ok, I ended up screwing the CSO upside down and Kwany closed the account. I thought that was the only time I'm gonna screw ShitiBank up. BUT NO!!!

The reason why I open a fucked up account with ShitiBank is because I am able to use their ATM card on any of the other 5 banks ATM machines. (ABN AMRO, HSBC, Standard Chartered, MayBank and of course ShitiBank) and since there is a Standard Chartered bank in my office building so I thought I will make sense to go there and withdraw my moolah. Nooooooooo!!!!! That's not the fucking case! I couldn't draw my moolah! All I get is "Sorry, we are unable to process your transaction". What the FUCK! I try on both Standard Chartered machines and both shows the same message! I called ShitiBank CSO, and they told me "Miss, not all the machine can use, it must be ATM 5" I told them "YES! It is ATM 5! IT's BIG on the machines". So they ask me to go to their fucking ATM and try, ok, I walk all the way to Capital Square from Fook Hai Building, put in the fucking ATM card and NO! I'm denied from withdrawing my moohlah!Then I tried on another machine, and there you go, I managed to get some moohlah out! Fine! ShitiBank card are just not compatible to other ATM 5 machines. The CSO say it could be my card problem and offer to send me another card. Fine! If you think it's the card problem. And there you see, I received another card in less than 5 days. Try again and.... FUCK LAH! I still cannot use the card! I'm super duper darn pissed off with ShitiBank now! Just when I decided I'm going to close the account, my $60 is being put on hold! FUCK!!!!! Call the stupid CSO again, and now they tell me it is becos of the SMRT $30 deduction everytime I use the EZlink function! Get this clear! I have not even bring the fucking card to the MRT station to have it activated and what rights do you have to capture $60!!!!!!

That's the last straw! Once they release my $60, I'm going to close this Fucking SHITIBANK account! YES! SHITIBANK is definitely going to lose me as a customer and not only me, I'm going to tell allllllllllll my friends about their service!!!!!

CITIBANK = SHITIBANK!

:: Blues? ::

Is there really such a thing as Monday Blues or just a psychological thinking that we all have when comes Monday. If so, I have to say, I'm only in the mood to work only 2 times a day. Come Monday, I will have Monday Blues, Tuesday and Wednesday are the only 2 days I have mood to work. Thursday, I will have Friday mood and Friday I will have my Weekend mood. Haha, actually come to think of it, all these are just psychological problem. Or could it be I no longer feel like working in this company, that's why I come up with so much excuses. To top it up, I'm so ever crazy for LJ Spree nowadays. I just bought 2 bags and now i'm lemming for a pair of smart shorts and a working skirt. Gosh! What got into me? Stress?? Nah... I'm just in 1 of my silly shopping mood. See what will happen when I see my moolah flying off from my bank account.

I wish A**** will call me soon. I'm so looking forward to a change of job but I know, I will miss my team members here...

:: Low Morale ::

Damnit! The stupid spree that I joined suddenly got cancelled!
I was lemmin for the 2 bags to come and this have to happen!
I dun care, i'm just going to get hold of that blouse I'm eyeing on though i've got the dress version.

:: I hate renovation ::

Sometimes I realli hate all these renovation thing. It makes us argue and argue... He is keeping too many things to himself and always want things his way. I hate it. I also hate some nosey parker who simply likes to stick their nose into everything we do. So what if you are paying it?

Everytime I see ppl doing up their dream house, they seems so happy but I am not happy at all! In fact I resented talking to him about anything that has got to do with renovation.

Anyway, it's a good break for 2 weeks and I am not going to miss him and will enjoy myself thoroughly! Finally I am free again

:: Nerve-wrecking ::

I dun think i can communicate with you. Everytime we talk, we ended up in a quarrel!
I hate it! Money Money Money is all you can think of! I think you are too stubborn to listen! Too egoistic! One day you will find yourself in trouble becos of your egoism! What's going on in your mind? I think you are too inflexible. Didn't it occur to you that I can't be bothered to retaliate these days? Not becos I listen or give in to you, it's becos I'm tired of whatever is happening. Sometimes I regret my decision. Maybe this is the time I make a realli wrong move.

:: Morning crowd ::

I believe all of us heard of the saying: "The early bird catches the worms"
All these while, taking a cab (fares are reimbursable) to work in the morning was a breeze... Mind you, I start work at 7am and I usually leave home around 6.40am(It is onli a 10 mins drive to my office) Recently, there has been too many early souls... Waking up as early as me, trying to overtake one another for the cab... Worse still, there's always this auntie still dress in her pyjamas dashing past me, trying to get a cab to her god-damned place... I mean, Auntie, where are you going in that torn and tattered pyjamas??!! Dun tell me you are going to work or are you are having an affair with some old man staying in my block and you are rushing home so that your old man at home won't realise you are out the whole night?

Darn this whole thing! Sometimes I even have to call a cab at this early hour in order to get to work... People! I really hate to be an uncivilised Singaporean who is always trying to vie for cabs with you people.

:: Wat a RMD Lecturer ::

Yesterday, first day of lesson for RMD (Retail Marketing and Distribution)... Went to class as per normal... Saw the lecturer, well... he look pretty stern and have this "Don't fool around in front of me" look... Class started like any other class... He introduces himself, want us to take out a piece of paper and write our names on it, put it infront of us so that he can easily identify us (No chance of day-dreaming and zZZZzz)... Next, he told us he loves to take pictures... Here comes his camera! He wants to take all our photos, so he can remember our faces! (So dumb)
Well, smile for his camera and Say cheese

This lecturer is definitely getting abit too much... He says for the group project, he dun wish to have groups form based on friendship (Wat crap!!!)Jeff did all of us a favour by telling him we do not like such arrangements... In the end, we got our way... *Yeah* Another big shock! We are group C1... And we are due for the project presentation next week! YES! IT'S NEXT WEEK!!! Tat's so crazy, how are we gonna have ample time to do the analysis and presentation slides... Best of all, what we heard is tat we need to do 2 case study cos we are the 1st few groups... And those groups behind need to do onli 1 case study... Is this lecturer CRAZY or wat! We do not even have a week to do a case study much less is two!

I'm gonna condemn him and YES! His name is Joseph Tan and I certainly do not like him

:: Overwhelmed ::

I'm stressed! Overwhelmed by all the datelines that is coming soon...
Got no mood for anything... Can't seem to do everything well...
I've got my journal to do, my report to complete and so many many other things!
I'm afraid I can't take it anymore and I wish I can just sit there and cry my heart out!
I may look strong on the outside, but inside me, I'm crying for help!

I just want to vent it out using words

:: Just need to vent it out ::

Slept at 4am, wake up at 9am!!! My god... I'm sleep deprive... All becos of a Marcom paper that I'm losing my sleep... Anyway, read the paper, had my breakfast and wanted to sit down to do more revision for my paper this evening...

Mind wandering... Can't focus... Meddle with the pc... Surf the net... Suddenly something strike me... Will I be in the same class with a bugger next semester... Did a check on the website... Sux! Same class... I'm gonna be in the same class as the fugging bugger... *Cool it cool it...* I thought for the rest of my course, I will be save from this bugger... But NO!!! Geeshhh.... No more dinner for me on friday evening, lest I puke it all out again when I see all the "mini erupted volcanoes" *hahaha*

Enuff lamenting abt that bugger... Time to hit the books again...

:: It's Friday ::

It's Friday, but I dun feel happy... Feeling stressed becos of all the projects! (I hate it manz) Some people just know how to talk, no action. Talk is cheap, I know. But c'mon, dun always use your mouth and onli criticize this and that, do I see you come and do it?

Anyway, had a small dispute the other day (all arguments done via email) Here's the content:

Y: Are these Harvard Referencing Standard? I have attached the Harvard guide for your reference, please follow. Can please put into the report all together....! Sorry if I am a little rude here.

C: All our other projects referencing are done this way from what I know. But I will amend and send it to u guys in the Harvard Referencing Standard. I will insert into the report once I am done with it.

Y: Thanks. Din heard of Harvard ref before..? Eemmmhh....that is the standard adopt by Curtin. Maybe you gals are still "new". Can read from the any Unit Outline, is stated there.

(At this point in time, I'm boiling. So here's my reply to Y)

Me: We have definitely heard of Havard referencing and we are definitely familiar with the standard that Curtin adopt. We are sure of the stuff we do and although there is slight error in the referencing done but not to the extend of condemning us. Hope this clear everything and there should be no more misunderstanding.

I had enuff nonsense from this kind of people... I mean, let's all play a part in the project, hand it in and everything will be fine. Talk about scanning and printing the project, where izzit? Words gone with the wind. (Tsk Tsk Tsk)