::目光::

魏如昀-目光

走在每天行走的街上 看著人来人往
这世界平常的 好像你没有离开一样
回忆是很美的地方 却不适合独自前往
所以我向前走 不看我们的过往
当我爱上一个人 我会把自己遗忘
我最深爱的你 是我全部的阳光
当我离开一个人 你却还在我心上
用眼泪告诉我 我离不开你身旁
想念是泪水的重量 我很努力去抵抗
心却痛的让我依靠眼里的泪光
原来爱像玫瑰一样 有不能忘的花香
就算它枯萎了 那香味仍让我收藏
当我爱上一个人 我会把自己遗忘
我最深爱的你 是我全部的阳光
当我离开一个人 你却还在我心上
用眼泪告诉我 我离不开你身旁
当我爱上一个人 我会把自己遗忘
我最深爱的你 是我全部的阳光
当我离开一个人 你却还在我心上
用眼泪告诉我 我离不开你身旁
这世界再多的美好 我可以全都不要
我只想在你身边 看你最温柔的目光
我只想在你身边 看你最温柔的目光

Don't why, I just seems to connect with this song. It makes me feel sad... Emo-ing

:: Finally made up my mind ::

After toying with this thought for the past 2.5 months, I've decided to tender my resignation. I think I've complain Nth times to the people around me. (I've been wanting to quit since Day 1).

So, today is the day I'm going to take the step and hopefully, I will be able to find a job soon.

:: All Good Things Come To An End ::

Weeks back, I posted a song lyrics "All Good Things Come To An End" by Nelly Furtado. At that point of time, the song is plainly just soothing to the ear though it has got sad lyrics.

I'm currently looking for a job due to the fact that my ex-company is undergoing some restructuring and sadly, they decided to close down my department. I am leaving my 2 pretty ladies and Mr Handsome therefore this song further deepen my feelings.

All I have to say is what goes around comes around. And all that I am going to do now is brace myself and brave through this tough period.

:: Lost ::

I'm feeling depressed. Things are just not going the direction I would like it to be. I find myself getting angry over nothing, get into arguments with people who are so dear to me. Am I that difficult to get along?

:: Ah-Ma ::

It's been a month since my Ah-ma left us. The thought of her never fail to bring tears to my eyes. I remember last month this time, the fateful call from my uncle. We all rush down to the hospital the very minute we receive the call but nevertheless, we did not get to see ah ma for the last time. My sis dreamt about ah-ma yesterday morning. She told me about it and I cried. Ah-ma, when will you come into my dream? I miss you so much...

:: Fatal accident along Sims Avenue ::

I was on my way home after school. It was very late as we stayed back for discussion on our Marcom project. I took a cab home, it was around 11.10pm. To my surprise, I got a cab easily outside Paradiz Centre. Travel along Little India via Lavender and soon I was along Geylang. Traffic was really slow. Although the traffic may be slow at times especially with those cars parking by the side and their owners buying durians. It was so slow, I was stuck in the jam for approximately half an hour.

Saw red and blue lights in front, a police car. The taxi driver told me there is an accident in front that explains the crawling traffic. Thinking that it could be just a minor accident whereby usually the injured only have some abrasions. That is not the case. I saw a body. Lying on the road. I was taken aback. Although the body was already covered with a white piece of cloth, I can still see the leg sticking out. The decease is a man, he is wearing a pair of sport shoes. It is the first time I see a fatal accident. The man was hit by a big truck. Headlight of the truck was smashed. I saw the driver of the truck. He too, stood there in a daze. He look lost.

I went home. Still in a daze. If the decease is a local, imagine his family receiving the news of his death right after midnight, how would they feel? If the decease is a foreign worker, his family back in his hometown receive the news, how would they feel too? He came all the way to Singapore, wanting to earn more money so that he can provide a better life to his family back home. Yet, this had to happen to him.

2 days later, it was reported in the news. A small one in Straits Times. It was a 66 year old man. No further report was made. The police are asking for witness to come forward.