:: Dying..... From Boredom ::

I'm bored. Bored to death. I've got things to do but I dunno where to start. It's Friday, I'm in one of my Friday mood where my mind tells me to stop working cos it wun get me anywhere working on the pile of endless job...

:: Sour-ed Relationship ::

I'm sick of coming to work at times. Because I know that everytime I come to work, it means "war time". Initially it means going to "war" with the new eCom Technical Manager aka SD and I find it challenging to be fighting a cock-eyed bull. But recently, it's not just him but the whole technical team. They started to play "politics" with us. They make it seems like they can't wait to see us die and rot in this department. To me, we won't die because of some politics but find it more challenging to fight it on. But this morning something happen that makes me feel very dishearten. The only kind soul in technical team is changing... Maybe I've never know him well at all. Maybe, too many maybe... It all started with a packet of tapioca chip. Childish it seems to be but that's them.

An email was send to us:
Subject: Why did you finish the tapioca whithout leaving some for us?
Content: Hi, Just to tell you that in future, please leave some for us. All of us here at IT Support have not tasted it at all. I brought it back for all to share but I didn't expect all of you to finish it up without leaving some for us.

Skype message:
Me: sorry abt the tapioca thingy...

Z:Yesterday, before XXX go to Suntec, he want to eat the tapioca but he later change his mind and said that he will eat it when he comes back. I know you all are hungry, that was why I pass to YYY when she ask if there is anything to eat, but what I don't anticipate is that you all finished it without even having any thought for us. It hurts me more than XXX when he came back to eat but found out that it was already finish. When I bought it in Malaysia, I always have XXX in mind when I picked up the Tapioca from the shelf..because I know he like this tapioca very much.

Me: i'm realli sorry cos i didn't know any of this thing

Z: Anyway, it is already done. It is ok. Just let the matter rest. I write you all the email just to let you know so that it will never happen again. In this world, it is not only you and me but there are others as well, so we should adopt sharing culture especially in this office. We want to work in a happy environment and as much as possible, we would like to share everything. Anyway, let bygone be bygone. No big deal. I will try to get something similar for XXX later on.

Me: i will ask YYY to buy similar chips when she goes back to malaysia this weekend.. and we realli did not know that some of you haven had tat chips

Z: No... it is ok. Don't need. I will get it for him later during lunch time.

Yes, it's just a packet of Tapioca chips but what saddens me is that we are trying to work in a happy environment but is anyone in the technical team doing the same thing as they preach.

:: I wish I ::

I'm seriously considering getting this dream bag:



My dear, if you are looking at this... Heehee

:: CitiBank = ShitiBank ::

For those pure and holy, this piece of article is not for you as there will be alot, YES! I mean ALOT of vulgarity!

I opened an account with fucking ShitiBank in April, all thanks to my company who has very strong working relationship with them. They were here for 2 days and I attended the so-called talk abt managing your money on the first day. And you got it right, I open a fucking account (Save and Tap saving account) with them there and then. So in 2 weeks time I received my new cheque book as well as the ATM cum EZlink card. The nightmare started! Kwany, who open a similar account did not receive anything at all and all we did was waited for the next one month, still no letters from them. That's when Kwany decided to give them a call and guess what?! NO SUCH RECORD! ok, I helped Kwany to call the CSO of ShitiBank and she say "Oh, your account was overlooked and we just got it processed" Ka-nee-nah! Wat the fuck! Ok, I ended up screwing the CSO upside down and Kwany closed the account. I thought that was the only time I'm gonna screw ShitiBank up. BUT NO!!!

The reason why I open a fucked up account with ShitiBank is because I am able to use their ATM card on any of the other 5 banks ATM machines. (ABN AMRO, HSBC, Standard Chartered, MayBank and of course ShitiBank) and since there is a Standard Chartered bank in my office building so I thought I will make sense to go there and withdraw my moolah. Nooooooooo!!!!! That's not the fucking case! I couldn't draw my moolah! All I get is "Sorry, we are unable to process your transaction". What the FUCK! I try on both Standard Chartered machines and both shows the same message! I called ShitiBank CSO, and they told me "Miss, not all the machine can use, it must be ATM 5" I told them "YES! It is ATM 5! IT's BIG on the machines". So they ask me to go to their fucking ATM and try, ok, I walk all the way to Capital Square from Fook Hai Building, put in the fucking ATM card and NO! I'm denied from withdrawing my moohlah!Then I tried on another machine, and there you go, I managed to get some moohlah out! Fine! ShitiBank card are just not compatible to other ATM 5 machines. The CSO say it could be my card problem and offer to send me another card. Fine! If you think it's the card problem. And there you see, I received another card in less than 5 days. Try again and.... FUCK LAH! I still cannot use the card! I'm super duper darn pissed off with ShitiBank now! Just when I decided I'm going to close the account, my $60 is being put on hold! FUCK!!!!! Call the stupid CSO again, and now they tell me it is becos of the SMRT $30 deduction everytime I use the EZlink function! Get this clear! I have not even bring the fucking card to the MRT station to have it activated and what rights do you have to capture $60!!!!!!

That's the last straw! Once they release my $60, I'm going to close this Fucking SHITIBANK account! YES! SHITIBANK is definitely going to lose me as a customer and not only me, I'm going to tell allllllllllll my friends about their service!!!!!

CITIBANK = SHITIBANK!

:: Sofitel Seminyak Bali for FREE ::

I should feel so lucky lucky lucky lucky... Yeah...
Went for World of Accor, the largest hotel exhibition in Asia Pacific yesterday. Not quite the same as the kind of tradeshows that I have attended so far in my years in this trade. But well, it will be too boring to go into the details and anyway the point is, I WON MYSELF A 2 NIGHTS STAY AT SOFITEL SEMINYAK BALI FOR FREE!

Hmm, going to Cambodia in a month's time and now I'm planning for my trip to Bali!

:: Blues? ::

Is there really such a thing as Monday Blues or just a psychological thinking that we all have when comes Monday. If so, I have to say, I'm only in the mood to work only 2 times a day. Come Monday, I will have Monday Blues, Tuesday and Wednesday are the only 2 days I have mood to work. Thursday, I will have Friday mood and Friday I will have my Weekend mood. Haha, actually come to think of it, all these are just psychological problem. Or could it be I no longer feel like working in this company, that's why I come up with so much excuses. To top it up, I'm so ever crazy for LJ Spree nowadays. I just bought 2 bags and now i'm lemming for a pair of smart shorts and a working skirt. Gosh! What got into me? Stress?? Nah... I'm just in 1 of my silly shopping mood. See what will happen when I see my moolah flying off from my bank account.

I wish A**** will call me soon. I'm so looking forward to a change of job but I know, I will miss my team members here...

:: Shopping mood, Shopping Queen ::

Oh no, I've been buying too many things lately. Got myself a pair of nice smart shorts, a black shirt on Saturday and today, I've got myself another gorgeous skirt! woohoo! What have gotten into me? Shopping mood, shopping queen...

:: Vain Pot ::

I did nails extension! Woohoo... Crazy it may sound, but the effect is so cool. I did gel nails instead of the usual acrylic nails. You must be wondering what is the difference?

What is Gel Nails?

GEL NAILS are an extremely natural-looking enhancement: thin, clear, flexible, non-yellowing, nonporous, resist lifting. Gel nails can be used for natural nail overlays (actually one of the most difficult techniques--but it looks the easiest), tip overlays, and sculpted onto forms for short extensions, and to help encapsulate a damaged free-edge as it grows out.

Benefits of Gel Nails:

1) Odorless

2) Natural Feeling

3) Thin

4) Flexible

5) Crystal Clear

6) Light Weight

7) Natural looking

8) No lifting!

What is Acrylic Nails?

Acrylic nails are a two part system made of a liquid and a powder (a monomer and polymer). When mixed together, they form a thick consistency that can be used to apply tips and colors to natural nails. Gel acrylics are another form of acrylics. It is a one-step system and is applied and worn differently than the traditional. A coat of gel on top of the traditional acrylic does not make nails "gel acrylic."

Well, the whole process took about 2hours and now I've got a set of nice looking nails.

:: Happy Girl again ::

Alright, I'm a happy girl again. The spree is on afterall. Damn the stupid fellow who send annoying emails threatening the lovely organizer that she's going to make police report. I AM A SHOPPING QUEEN!!

:: Low Morale ::

Damnit! The stupid spree that I joined suddenly got cancelled!
I was lemmin for the 2 bags to come and this have to happen!
I dun care, i'm just going to get hold of that blouse I'm eyeing on though i've got the dress version.

:: Ah-Ma ::

It's been a month since my Ah-ma left us. The thought of her never fail to bring tears to my eyes. I remember last month this time, the fateful call from my uncle. We all rush down to the hospital the very minute we receive the call but nevertheless, we did not get to see ah ma for the last time. My sis dreamt about ah-ma yesterday morning. She told me about it and I cried. Ah-ma, when will you come into my dream? I miss you so much...

:: Black Hair Dolly ::

Chopping off your locks are just as addictive as getting yourself more tattoos...
I've chopped my locks shorter than before and again, I've transformed into a black hair dolly.. keke...My friends now calls me the Dolly Nana

Haven take any pictures but it's almost like this:

:: Dinner & Dance 2008 ::

Had our company dinner and dance last Friday. Held at Carlton Hotel this year, food wise so-so, program wise so-so too... Haha.. I think last year's program is better. Prizes are better too.. This year, everything seems so-so only.. Haha, perhaps I have higher expectation.

Before we went for the dinner, went for 2 games of bowling first.. Haha, I'm a lousy player, terrible..

BEWARE! Loads of pictures coming up...


When will it be our turn?


What did Hua hua saw? I'm busy with the some spa voucher...


I'm wishing upon a BIG PRIZE!


Wahaha, we are walking the Snake & Ladder carpet...


Mich with some China b**** (Oops)


Flashing our million dollar smile
(Advertisers, dun you want us as your toothpaste model?)


World peace with Sunny


See the shy shy Kenny


Yeah! The 3 Muskeeters


Our Uncle Fauzi


Finally the group photo

:: 我懷念的 ::

我問為什麼那女孩傳簡訊給我
而你為什麼 不解釋低著頭沉默
我該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我
還是明白你已不想挽回什麼

想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折
假裝了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸
狼狽比失去難受

我懷念的 是無話不說
我懷念的 是一起作夢
我懷念的 是爭吵以後還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
誰 記得 誰 忘了

想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折
假裝了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸
狼狽比失去難受

我懷念的 是無話不說
我懷念的 是一起作夢
我懷念的 是爭吵以後還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
誰 忘了

我懷念的 是無言感動
我懷念的 是絕對熾熱
我懷念的 是你很激動求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後 也記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧 最美的煙火 最長的相擁

誰愛得太自由 誰過頭太遠了
誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走 誰忘了看著我
誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔

我懷念的
我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口

我放手 我讓座 假灑脫
誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說
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I always hear the chorus part of this song, but never realli listen the complete song. Last night, I finally had the chance and did I realise this is such a sad song...

:: Tattoos ::

Alright, I have to say I've been so tempted to get a tattoo since I was like 18 or 19... It's been 8 long years and I haven got down to doing it. I simply do not have the courage to go under the needles though I'm not afraid of injections. But I know, it's simply not the same.

Recently, I was even more tempted to have a tattoo done. I know, I'm way past the rebellious age of having tattoos on my body but at least if I do it now, I know I'm not doing it for the sake of rebelling.

I even told my dad about and he's pretty cool about it and even say "Let's go and do it together" wahaha... where to find such cool dad right? keke

I'm seriously looking for a design now. A butterfly? An angel? A pair of wing? Do it on the ankle? On my wrist? or my lower back?
This is something I have to think about it carefully since it's going to be with me for life.

:: Updates ::

Haiz, dunno what is wrong with the image uploader of blogger, simply can't upload the photos we took in Bangkok. Seriously consider "migrating" to Multiply.

Had a week mc cos of my wisdom tooth.. Arghhh, it's painful. My 2nd molar is causing me problem too. I think my toothache is caused by the molar tooth, not my wisdom. But getting it remove is might as well.

Went to watch Enchanted with Dar on Saturday. It was a splendid movie. Amy Adams as Princess Giselle is gorgeous. She seriously look like a princess came alive. Patrick Dempsey is so handsome as real-life Prince Charming.. A pity, I can't load any of the photos here. I will do it once I have the chance.

:: Long over-dued ::

I have to admit, I'm simply too lazy to write lately. Sorrieeee~~

Too many things happen over the past few months. Shan't elaborate. Just hope all will be well again and some bugger will juz disappear into thin air if not I know i know what i'll do...

Well, we have successfully rent out our unit for a whooping $2k per month *envy me* haha. but well, though there's extra income, but it's meant for our future renovation...

Congratulation to ME! I'm finally done with my final paper on 12 Nov 2007! That makes me a free woman! The result will be out on 12 Dec *cross fingers* please let me go through it smoothly so that i'll be in Perth next year for my convocation.

Did I say I'll be going to Perth on 5th Dec? Haha, seems like I'm so in love with Perth that I need to visit the beautiful city every year. My last trip was Jul 06, this year Dec 07 and coming up next is Feb 08! Woohoo! I'll be spending my 2008 CNY over there as well.

Oops! Seems like I've forgotten to post up the photos of our Bangkok Trip.. I have to say, Dream Hotel Bangkok, is darn luxury. We stayed in their one and only Dream Suite. Gosh! dream comes true.. I'll post up the photos soon. Check it out!

:: On the way ::

:: Counting down to my long-awaited trip ::

I'm counting... counting... counting to the long-awaited holiday since our trip to Adelaide in April.

Though we are just going away for 4 days, but that's enough to get us thrilled just by thinking of the superb Thai massage, yummilicious food and never enough shopping...

Not to forget, I'm gonna stay in Dream Hotel.. Can't wait to leave in another 2 days...

Check out www.dreambkk.com and be swept away into dream dream land...

:: Shopping Spree = Broke ::

Goodness me! I have been shopping non-stop lately. I got a pair of nice army green skirt from G2000 Blu yesterday and a shocking pink Puma top.. Gosh! It seems like i'm on a retail therapy but i'm so broke from it.

I'm waiting for my new white Chloe Paddington bag to arrive. Going to collect my 15 pairs of eyelashes from Fei and what else? I'm lemming for a Lacoste tote bag in Pink and I want to get a pair of pointed canvas shoes..

I saw one tat i like but it's not exactly pointed. But it's from Everlast. Should I get it??

And I'm going to Bangkok this weekend when I'm so broke.. OMG!